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i've spent summer so far just kind of bullshitting-- i want to make a comic this summer and was trying to come up w/ ideas, and i think i've finally come up w one about a guardian angel who has to guard a really stupid and really reckless human. i think it'd be really fun to draw and i like when fantastical things are kind of mundane (she basically has a bullshit office job lol). i've designed the angel girl already; originally i was just going to have her hair be out but when i design characters i like when they have a Very Recognizable And Specific Shape if that makes sense? like some sort of critical differentiating part of their design, so i gave her head wings and put her hair in a puffy ponytail. and the most important part for comic making is that it's fun to draw, and i find her very fun to draw :)

i wanna design more angels so they can have coworker banter but i think i should at least design the human girl first lol. maybe she'll just be a weird spacey outdoorsy type. dunno yet

on another more serious note, i think i've lowkey realized i'm probably a system? i've had dissociation issues for a while now but i kind of refused to believe i could have osdd/did or anything like that because it sounds too serious and i feel like if i say i might have it it's like, wrongfully taking up the space of someone that "deserves" to have that label more. i've been like this for every kind of mental health issue i have though so i'm just going to talk about it w/ my psychiatrist tomorrow morning. i might blog about it more here separated with a tag (i put it in the tags of this post) so it doesn't clog up all my other stuff lol. to end less seriously i've been super into N.E.R.D all their music goes so crazy i wish pharrell wasnt evil as hell

did naught in particular 2day i need to drawingmaxx tho. i drewwwww i need to figure out what comic i want to do this summer since my semester is over now _@